Make The Change...

CAN WE TALK?

Recently I had done some research on personal development, I felt that I wasn't getting any younger so it was time to make myself “a better person”, I did some serious research which I will be sharing with you again, but I think I put it out there not in the proper order, I thought no one was really reading my blog but after I reclaimed my work and took it off the air I guess I was wrong, it would have been nice if someone would have dropped me a note or something I would have done that a different way.

Irregardless what I am going to do is go over my material and sources and republish it, I doubt if my talent has progressed to the point of a E-book which I could market so if you want to help make a donation or make a comment or something either way that would be helpful for me to keep working on this. I started this because I had some issues and I knew the only person who could solve them was me. The Bible say's take the beam out of your own eye before you condemn someone else and that was my mane objective.

In my writings you will notice I reference to the Bible, I think this is the greatest book ever written in the history of mankind, but that is just my opinion, but you have to admit there is some serious knowledge there for us to use, anyway that will not be my only source of reference, and I will do my very best to give each author all the “props” that is do them, like I said I am just trying to be the best I can and hope that I can bring you along for the ride. I will do my best to keep it as simple as I can after all I don't have a PHD, or a masters in Psychology but what I do have is some formal training from the school of hard knocks and I just want to be the best I can be for myself, for my family and for my country, which by the way needs some serious help and you know where it starts ? You and me.

I don't do gimmick so don't look for any from me what I do is put the theory to test and tell you what I have learned or not you can take it from their because if there is one thing I have learned in life is that there is no one size fit's all approach , something may work for one person while doing nothing to help another while somebody else get on nominal results, this is why before you try anything you have to understand the person on the other side of that mirror or you may find yourself being just like this dog I saw once running around in a circle chasing his tail until he feel over and went to sleep.

Well I guess that is enough for now, I be back soon with the first installment of MAKE THE CHANGE”. SEE YA. Jerry...

Only You.

LORD I AM NOTHING, I AM THE LEAST OF A FEW AND NOBODY KNOWS HOW I TRULY FEEL INSIDE, NOBODY EXCEPT YOU. I HAVE NOWHERE TO TURN AND NO ONE WILL HELP ME UP EVEN WHEN I POUR MYSELF OUT LIKE LIQUID FROM A CUP I'M SO TIRED I FEEL USED UP. I JUST TOOK A DEEP BREATH AND TRIED TO STAND AND TAKE A STEP FORWARD BUT THE STRESS OF THIS WORLD IS CRUSHING ME. PLEASE DON'T GET ME WRONG I AM SO THANKFUL FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME I PROBABLY WOULD HAVE BEEN WIPED OUT LONG TIME AGO IF NOT FOR YOUR MERCY IT'S JUST I AM FEELING SO INADEQUATE AND INSIGNIFICANT RIGHT NOW BUT I WILL DO MY BEST TO CONTINUE KEEPING IN MIND WHAT YOU HAVE DONE IN THE PAST FOR ME. I WILL CONTINUE EVEN IF I HAVE TO WEAR A MASK SO NOBODY CAN SEE THE REAL PAIN THAT I FEEL BECAUSE I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT NO MATTER WHAT YOU ARE REAL. EVEN THOUGH I CANT TOUCH YOU OR SEE YOU YOU I CAN SEE THE EVIDENCE OF YOU AND THAT YOU ARE STILL WORKING I WILL NOT GIVE UP OR GIVE IN TO THE URGE TO QUIT, I WILL RECALL TO MY MIND THE TRIALS AND TEST I HAVE FACED AND DRAW FROM THE CONFIDENCE OF YOUR PREVIOUS INTERVENTION ON MY BEHALF AND I WILL MOVE FORWARD.PLEASE STRENGTHEN ME IN THESE ENDEAVOURS OF LIFE SO THAT IN SUCCESS OR FAILURE YOU WILL GET THE ACKNOWLEDGEMENT. ALL I CAN SAY IS THANK YOU.

  IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY MOTHER

 OPHELIA G. HALL

1942-2013

This poem embodies my mom, the way she lived and ended her life, I love you and will

miss you, your one and only son Jerry.

HEAVEN'S GROCERY STORE

I was walking down life's highway a long time ago. One day I saw a sign that read,” Heavens Grocery store”. As I got a little closer, the door came open wide, and when I cam to myself, I was standing inside

I saw a host of angles, they were standing everywhere. One handed me a basket and said, “My child shop with care. Everything a Christian needs was in that grocery store, and all you could carry, you could come back for more.

First I got some Patience. Love was in the same row. Further down was Understanding, you need that everywhere you go.

I got a box of Wisdom. A bag or two of Faith. I just couldn't miss the Holy Ghost, for it was all over the place. I stopped to get some Strength and Courage to help me run the race. By then my basket was getting full, but I remembered I needed some grace.

I didn't forget Salvation, for Salvation that was free. So I tried to get enough of that to give both you and me.

Then I started to the counter to pay my grocery bill, for thought I had everything to do my masters will. When I went up the aisle I saw Prayer and I just had to put that in for I knew when I stepped outside I would run right into sin.

Peace and Joy were plentiful. They were on the last shelf. Songs of Praise were hanging near so I just help myself. Then I said to the angle “Now how much do I owe?' he just smiled at me and said, “Jsut take them everywhere you go”.

Again I smiled at him and said, “How much do I really owe?” He smiled at me again and said,”My child, Jesus paid your bill along time ago”.

THE MUSTARD SEED

THE MUSTARD SEED

In the The new Testament of the bible ( ) we are told by Jesus Christ that the faith of a mustard can move mountains and that if we have the faith of a grain of seed () we will be able to tell the mountains in our life to be thrown into the sea and they will obey that if we have faith we will be able to cast out spirits and cause the lame to walk and the blind to see but it all starts with that minute bit of faith. First I want to say that faith is the substance of things hope for and the evidence of things not seen meaning that you have such a strong belief that God himself will honor you faith, but if you don’t have the mustered seed of faith all that is for nothing so lets look at the mustered seed itself.

Many cannot forgive themselves for the way they live or the things they may have done in the past to themselves or other therefor they cannot truly release the love that we all have inside of us. I believe that the mustered seed is love and if we cannot forgive our self for mistake than we cannot release our love, because we all no if you don’t love yourself you cant love anyone else, you may pretend but the truth will come eventual,so not loving one self means we cannot completely release our faith unto God. The word says If we trust in him he is faithful to forgive our sins( ). So the bottom line is this you have to first forgive your self, then you can start to love your self, then you release what ever it is to God and be patient In faith and he will honor your prayers. I believe this is the secret of the mustered seed.